I am reading creme magazine right now. A magazine for really shallow little girls (and boys, but mostly girls). I don't know who borrowed it but it absolutely has no good reading material. FHM on the other hand actually has some good articles, not alot, but it can be found. The chicks in the thongs are there as eye candy, but I'd honestly read FHM for the articles.
What should I do? What should I do? Engineering? I don't want to be a nobody. It has been my aspiration ever since I was young to be a somebody. Someone famous or at least someone who accomplished something in his life. Being a nobody is really horribly crappae.
I played dungeon seige today. I played heaps. Not healthy.
Katherine has a reasonably interesting father. More intersting than mine by far. My father has interest. But in truth, few people would share his interest. Battleships and World War II history history I find intersting too, well, and star trek. But still they are nerds' interest. he believes it is okay to be a nerd. I believe that nerdiness is wrong. Nerds can be nice interesting people. Cept that nerdiness isn't cool. And for 5 yeras of my life. I have treid to be cool with every move I make. So much so that my favourite adjective and adverb is "cool".
It is sad many people are hippocrites. People who most normally diss other people who wear branded clothing often can't afford it themselves, so they console themselves and lie to themselves that it is a waste of money. When the truth is that they are just dying to have some nike ticks and rebook slashes of thier own. Just as sometimes people who cry about the shallowness of the world around them often can't afford to be shallow themselves. I was talking to Krishneel about "pretty boys".
Joel: Fucking pretty boys. Look at them, all so pretty, dressed up like girls. Look at them, they even have make up, tall bloody pretty boys. Look at them I betcha they don't have an ounce of brains behind those pretty faces. And they probably get sex like rain.
Krishneel: Dude you are a very angry man. Look at you, you are almost a pretty boy yourself.
Joel: Damm you, I ain't tall enough.
Krishneel: Yeah and if you were just a wee bit taller you'd be a pretty boy yourself. So stop hassling them.
And then it hit me, that he was right, if I was taller, just as B-man had said a couple of times before. I probably wouldn't be who I am. I'd be incredibly stuck up. As well as incredibly dickish, I would be like myself. When I was much younger.
Note: Pretty boys are those random pretty boys that you randomly see. They don't HAVE to look really good. Cept that they have to dress well. And have a reasonably good build. They don't have to be players or flirts. As long as you dress well. Can speak the lingo or pretty boys, and are reasonably charming you'd fit the position of pretty boy. Oh yeah and pretty boys are 99% of the time, of a reasonble height.
