I have a few questions.

Q. Why do we like certain people?
A. Normally we'd know the person. Sometimes however, you get a glimpse of something, you don't know what you saw, it just draws you closer and you want to find out more.

Q. Why would someone want to get to know somebody?
A. Well, many reasons, sometimes, we just want to know new people. Sometimes, we may meet an intersting figure, who just seems like the kind which just beckons.

Q. How does one get to know somebody who doesn't talk?
A. Good question. I really don't know. Sign lanugage?

Q. Why the hell do people do certain things that they just do for no valid reason?
A. I really don't know coz if I knew then there would be a valid reason.

I don't exactly like Kai Ying. For crying out loud, I just want to know the girl. Despite what many people think. Don't assume I will be asking her out anytime soon. She is just one of those over-achievers who just have such a wide repertoire of activities besides being insanely interesting people. If she is truly as Intelligent as people make her out to be, I am impressed and I would like to get to know her better.

I have never said "I like Kai Ying Chin" in public nor in private. People have different levels of what they consider "liking someone". So if they just like someone, they may not even admit to it, unless they REALLY like that someone. I'll be specific about Kai Ying here to clear up any misunderstanding. I find Kai Ying to be a really intersting person. I would like to get to know her better. That makes it slant towards the "like" side of the equation rather than the "neutral" side. If that is not considered liking someone, then I don't "like" her.

Good example. I know Cheryl. No offence Cheryl, I know you, but I wouldn't really WANT to know you any better, not that it is to say that I don't want to know you anymore. It is just that, you are there, a freind, you aren't somebody that just walked in the door and made my head turn. That doesn't mean I dislike Cheryl, just means I don't like her.

So what, Kai Ying could be an attractive person. Here is the news. The reason I want a photo is coz I can't really remember what she looks like it is fuzzy to me. It is just the knowledge that this person is there and I would like to get to know this person, coz she seems really interesting. So we may not ever see each other again. At least I know that there is a person named Kai Ying somewhere and I have seen her before and I have a random photo of her. No minor loss if I don't have a photo, nor if I don't get to know her. Just means I don't get to see another of the bright sparks that make this world an interesting place at times.

Huck all paranoid whankers. Technically, most females would fit into that category of being paranoid, but the whanking aspect may disclude a few of them.

So if I ever do get the blessing of knowing Kai Ying better. And I decided that I really liked her. What is wrong with that? Otherwise, eh. I can do what most highly westernized people do. Ask the person out first, get to know the person later.

Well, today went kinda fine. Studied Maths. Went with Willie bo down to Subway, and we ate very fresh. My shout.

I am at a loss for words something has plugged my creativity hole.

I am thinking of stuff. Really thinking really hard.

Allen, summon the testicles. SUMMON THE TESTICLES TO TELL HER. SUMMON ALL OF THE TESTICULAR MIGHT YOU EVER CAN MUSTER. GRAB HAMMER AND ANVIL AND FORGE YOURSELF TESTICLES OF STEEL. OBTAIN THE STRENGTH FROM YOUR TESTICLES AND USE IT WITH ALL YOUR HEART AND SOUL AND TELL THE CHICK THAT YOU LIKE HER.

=D

I would be grateful if someone could relate that entire message to Allen.

Then the process of getting shot down with Twin AA guns can begin. And we can see Allen in all his blazing glory. And soon we may see me bailing out too. Coz chicks like that can be really accurate shots.

ARGHHHHHHHHHH HOW UN - MANLY it is to cry SHEESH!

I just watched this TV film, something about 4 country guys trying to build a rocket so that they could win a scholarship to go to college.

I actually cried in that movie.

It was so moving. I am glad that nobody was watching the movie with me at that time. Wouldn't have lived it up. These films are the type that would inspire a person. The heart moving films, the "feel-good" films as Ker han would put it. Sure they make you feel good, but they do actually do so much more. The lead character, Homer Higgins. I really am at a loss for words. That show was jus so inspirational. I felt so happy when they won the state science fair and thier scholarships. I cried three times during that film. Ii was so nice, so..... Shiawase. =D.

It gives one so much reason to live when you have something that drives you so hard, your every waking momment is spent obsessed about it. When you got something to really drive you, it inspires you and lifts you up and makes you want to achieve greatness. Amongst the people I would admire, these are on the top of the list. God has not given me the priviledge of meeting someone like that yet, but one day I sure would like to meet someone like that.

I didn't get to study at all. DAMM. Oh well, still I know I ain't failing this paper anytime soon.

Well, Yes Kat I will blog. Haven't done a FFF in ages certainly don't have time now.

Kat, visit Logan's tag-board if you want something of mine to read.

I woke up at 9am this morning, slept again till 10, realised that I had to meet Hawon at Esquires and imiedately txted her saying that I will be late and postponing it to 12. 11am too the bus to Auckland city. 12 pm Reached Esquires, bought a hot chocolate, said the word shiawase 20 times, talked to Hawon, went to subway. 4pm went home. 5 pm reached home. 5.30 pm logan calls, I realise that I have Wing Chun Training. All my study plans go out the window. 7.00 wing chun. 9.00 wing chun ends. 9.30 reach home. 11.00 eat dinner. 11.30 blog. 11.35 post on LG's tagboard. 11.40 take a shower. 12.00 sleep.

Thus you see I have done no study. NOW I am in really deep shit. Maths 108 is hard and I have 3 days to study for that exam.

Nite all

To clear things up.

Shut the hell up about Kai Ying.

Thank you.

YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am not going to the Dio ball anymore.

Apparently there is a lack of tickets. Thus I must be excluded. This is a sign.

Allen I just feel really sorry for you. BUT I am not gonna steal your chick.

If I could relieve the last 36 hours of my life I so would.

This year's ball was well worth the 75 cents spent on it. Yes cents.

Same loud music
Same crappy style of food
Same boring continuous finger food.
Same dicks in suits parading around, posing, and trying as hard as they possibly can. As they are try hards.
Same people from last year.


Firstly this year had better food. Same type, at least the buns weren't so hard you couldn't break teeth and injure people from throwing it.
I don't recall if there was a DJ last year. But the DJ sucked, he couldn't mix shit or scratch my ass, I could have done just as good a job just changing CDs and acting like a DJ.
I spent just as much time sitting around, except this time I had company as I sat around.
Is it just me or are the Koreans taking over the school? By Gumm, There were as many Koreans at the ball as there were posers at the ball, not to say that All koreans are posers, but there was this incredibly stupid Korean poser poster in the Uni.

As Usual all the ladies were stuningly beeeaaaooooteeeefoooollll, kudos goes out to the stylist and make up artist, for the chicks would be just as plain as guys if it wasn't for them. Sorry girls, you're not the reason you look good.

Poser.

I just had to say that word.

Poser.

Now the best part of the Ball. Meeting Kai Ying. Sorry Allen. =D. At least I didn't grab her and run away leaving you in a ditch.

Kai Ying was cool. She's cool. Kai Ying was ..... cool. I have much larger vocabulary, I really do. But somehow the word cool seems to fit everything I would like to describe as nice. Kai Ying was nice, she's cool.

Which now leads to part II. Me feeling bloody guilty.

I was asked to the Dio ball. And at the Mac ball, I met someone who I sent the email: 021 0488645
If you dare
Yellow Tie Now. That is very vauge and ambiguous, but the deal is there, I am comming on to her. Which wouldn't be very nice, especially from Hawon's point of view. Since I am meeting up with her at Esquires the nice coffee place with the nice TV with the nice sofas and the nice 6-dollar-a-slice-cake. I don't know what to do. In fact I don't even know why the bloody hell I sent anything to Kai Ying. In fact I don't even think I like her, she's cool. That's about it.

I like cool things however.