Okay this sucks. I am pissed MSN won't work, it just refuses to work and I am bored. I am also pissed. Wing Chun Sucked today. I won't comment and who thinks I have issues? Who thinks I have issues, if you think I have issues then you had better sort yourself out before I sort you out, coz if you think I have issues then boy do you have got it wrong. I have more issues than you can count, so don't attmept to grossly mis-estimate my issues. :D

Who wants to go ice-skating? In the park. In the middle of summer. With everyone staring at you thinking what is wrong. That would be so nice. I wanna play ice hockey, but I wouldn't have the time for it now that Uni would be starting soon.

I am doing a B Com in Information Systems and a BSc in Psychology. YAY for Psych. Uni hopefully won't suck. Coz it had better no or else I'll bomb Symond Street and Grafton Road.

There are cats walking around my back yard and I am not hallucinating, must belong to the neightbours. I hate the cats, they walk all over our yard and poo all over the place.

DAVID LIAO LIED HE NEVER HAD A GIRLFREIND AND HE BOASTED HAVING ONE AND HE WAS JUST COURTING THE GIRL AND HE LIED THAT HE HAD A GIRLFREIND AND NOW HE IS HOOKED UP WITH HER BUT THE POINT IS HE LIED BEFORE HE GOT HOOKED UP.

LIAR LIAR DICK ON FIRE
PANTS SHALL BURN
SCROTUM WITH LYRE
HEADS WILL TURN
HIS FUNERAL PYRE
HE SHOULD LERAN
BY GOING TO TYRE

Random words eh? lol Scrotum and Lyre wonder how that came out. hahaha I AM SO CRAXY


CIAOZ

I really should be doing my Classics assignment at this point of time. I am blogging instead lol.

I don't WANT to leave, I really don't want to leave. I have sleepless nights wondering if I will miss you guys at Macleans or whether I will really really REALLY miss you guys at macleans. People who normally leave leave because they have no support at the school and have few ties with the school and really want to run away and have fun. Or they are simply forced to go.

I won't be having fun in the world of adults. The creche of Children is so much more comforting, even though they are young adults acting as children.

It is really strange, I am not being forced, nobody is making me go, nobody wants me to go, not even my parents. It is like I am standing on a conveyor belt knowing what lies up ahead is inevitable and that I have to walk and speed the process up, leaving behind all my freinds, not wanting to walk but knowing that I have to. And the knowledge that I have to comes with no reason. It is just a fact, a state. What is more remarkable is that I am scared of leaving and the decision about going to Uni came with the suddeness that suprised even me. I never really wanted to leave.

I don't know what to say, I have so much to say. I don't know what to say. wait I'll begin first by saying I hate contractions. I do not know what to say. I have so much to say. Where do I begin? I have so much to say. I do not know what to say.

I am normally a happy person. Most of the time, outside school.

Here are a few things about me.

I hate my father for a few reasons, main ones are:
1) He is a dick. Know him, he so is. He has the lowest EQ of anyone I know or anyone who actually knows people know. that doesn't mean his IQ is Sky high either.

2) He is short. People know me, they know off me, the know that there is a certain person known as Joel Tai who cracks sarcastic jokes at times, is reasonalbly intelligent and has biceps attached to his brains. I magically appear at school in the mornings and dissapear almost instantly when the bell rings. Few people know much more than that of me. Somehow my most obvious trait is never realised to be my greatest hate. I hate my father because when I look at him. I realise that he is short and that I am no better. Every now and then I just break down into complete mental blanks and utter random phrases consisting of anguish, disgust and frustration. There is nothing really that I can do. I just so really really really really really really REALLY REALLY hate being 5'4".

3) He has no style. Well, I suppose style is interconnected with EQ, but he is ACTUALLY PROUD of having no style and looking like a sack of potatoes WEARING another sack over itself. He doesn't care about being short and looking butt ugly and he says that every so often when I complain about being short or resembling him and his hideous over-sized head. He doesn't believe in style and he treads on mine. My mother reaffirms the fact that I am vain all the time, and I know. All singaporean males are vain, it is in out culture. :D But my dad is Malaysian Chinese and he sucks.

4) His personality sucks. I don't want to go in any furthur.

5) He doesn't respect me as a person. I know he dislikes me and I dislike him, it has almost always been that way. He treats me like a little boy on par with my younger brother 5 years my Junior, he treats my younger sister, born 4 years before me with more respect than I.

and the list can go on and on.

My mother is a mess. It ain't really her fault but she is a mess. My dad tells us that all the time. BTW her name is Dora, she was born Dorathy but she hated the name and she changed it to Dora, which in my opinion sucks even more. It reminds me of a German maid. She stood by her decision that Dora sounded nice, well, we left it to her. After 3 years she never mentioned the name change again and when someone asks for her name she says she is Dorathy.

I hate being at home coz my family brings out the worst in me. They so do. My younger sister is like one of those shallow little girls who like kniving you in the back when you walk past, or is too stuck up to associate with people she deems "unworthy" of her association, she has a long list of people she hates and yaddah yaddah yaddah... My younger brother at times is not too bright and so I can't blame him when he does something so utterly stupid it is annoying that someone that dumb can still function as a person. he is also extremly iritating at times as he walks round the house making wierd noises in hope that he can irritate someone (I AM NOT LYING!) he gets beaten by my younger sister all the time he does that. PS:( He does know martial arts but he sucks at it so much, his sister beats him up. What a gasp! lol)