I added over 6 hrs of Mechwarrior for to my current fragging count, but I supposed frags can't be used to count in sci-fi stimulation games. I will soon go blind at this rate. Less so still have perfect eyesight.

I was sitting down , listening to Enigma (Enigma I must say is the best new age music artist of the 21st century). Listening to Sadeness and Mea Culpa. And then, it just hit me, like a lark dropping dead out of the sky and landing in your soup, splashing yummy red minestrome all over the place. Mmmmm Minestrome Auurrrrhhhhhhhhh (Drools). That I gave up incredibly easily especially over someone I liked that much and I really didn't do anything, not Jack Shit , not even his wife, Apieca shit especially when I liked the person THAT much. What more, like the dead lark floating in the soup I can't eat the soup no more coz there is a dead lark is in it, and it a waste of bloody good minestrome. Sad, and it leaves a bitter taste in the mouth for I had been eating the minestrome just seconds before. I really am at a lost for words, but life goes on, and I must fulfil my this year's resolutions. then I can die peacefully.

Yeah may update more later if I am still awake for I have more to say.

Man I have been playing Mechwarrior 4: Mercenaries today from 9 am to 3 pm, and from 5 pm to 9 pm and from 9.30 pm to this momment, man I have never gone so overboard with playing games EVER during the holidays.OVER NINE AND A HALF HOURS (9.5 HRS) OF HARD OUT GAMING! Man I am such a fan of the Battletech Universe. DAMM YOU MICROSOFT FOR BUYING OVER FASA INTERACTIVE!!!

Comic of the day


Philosophy of today
Microsoft is evil and Billy Goats wants to take over the world from his little paddock.

Ciaoz

Takes a stick and beats the creators of blogger.com

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AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH (takes a breather)AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I am so bloody frustrated with Swish 2.01, I can't even abtain a stupid trial license with that stupid website that they created that I wish I could just shove right up the creator's of swishes ass.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Thank you

Second day of the year now, must plan something.

New Year's Day, hrmmm, nobody wanted to watch the sunrise with me, well, Lonliness is a state of mind, therefore, I shall go by myself at 5:30 am Jan 1 2003. I don't need freinds to bolster me. I am my own man. The world needs crazy people and I am one of them.

American History X, well, intresting beginning (most guys would think so), interesting end (well I thought so). This year I'll add to my resolution. To not hook up with anyone, and not even come close to it. Talked to howard for awhile on MSN the other night, strangely it just hit me that he may be checking me out of behalf of some girl whose identity he refused to divulge. Hrm, oh well, screw it. But instead, be happy being solo (Wonder how many non-existant people I am dissapinting lol) and find a couple of new freinds who I can call, better than my old ones not that I want to ditch you guys who bother reading my blogs, but I need to find my real true group of freinds with my true calling. Every Year somehow I get a new group of freinds which I hang around with, I would say, with every passing year, the group gets better. Not that I dump my old freinds by choice, I just am more warmly received by what ever new people I meet.

Well, New Year's Day with my mates Suraj and Logan and Ker Han. Man we had fun walking through Murvale reserve just to walk out again after being stung by a whole heap of stupid mosquitos. And then we walked down Marendelas to the play ground hoping to catch some fireworks, we saw some, so we walked to higher gorund to try and obtaina better view of the colorful lights, but the stranges thing happened, this stray dog (wasn't really large, just big enough to bother you) latched on to our little entourage and refused to leave, we managed to shake it for a while, but then it came back. We went to the Richard Avenue play ground and climbed up the slide and hoped that the dog would leave us alone, but it didn't! It began whining and tride to climb up the slide, that was when we knew that, HELL. This dog won't leave us in peace. We ran to my house and watched American History X for 1 hour and when I looked outside to check for the dog, there it was right outside my gate. Somehow later on, it managed to get into the compound. When the guys left at about 1.30am, it followed Logan home. Must have been lost, because it seemed to be fine around humans enough but there was no collar, so we can't be sure if it is a domesticated variety of dog. I wouldn't mind a lost dog staying around my house for a day or two till we can find the owner, but a stray dog who lives in rubbish bins? No thanks I don't want diseases. Long story short, there. Man that is one New Year's Day I'll remember. It is one of those things that when you grow up you'll tell your kids. But hopefully, I won't be around and I won't have sired any bastards.

And final announcement, Ker Han has a stick stuck up his ass. Yeah and he likes it that way.

Happy New Year's Eve Yall.

Yeah wrote a whole webpage right out from scratch (using notepad) in front of Ker Han's eyes. Next step write a whole Visual Basic Program or maybe C++ but that would take ages, plus not to mention the amount of effort required for a simple crappy little program, maybe a simple Dos Program would do the trick.

I really feel like revamping my whole blog it is starting to get out of date, plus nobody really updates thier blogs anymore.

Can hardly wait for NYE.

Here is a little game I wrote

1)	Hello, How are you today?
	WUNDERBAH!	Go to 2
	The French would call it Cra-pae.	Go to 3
2)	Why?
	I had a torrid round of shag-me-rotten with an old friend	Go to 4
	Something nice happened to me.	Go to 5
	I just am normally a happy spaziod.	Go to 6
3)	Well, shit happens deal with it
	BITE ME!	Go to 7
	I AM A WUSS HELP ME!	Go to 8
4)	Dam I Envy you, come to think of it there is this one person I wouldn't mind shagging the brains right out off ...	Continue at 9
5)	Really? How Quaint. Want some Chocolate?
	NO, I am getting fat.	Go to 10
	YES, I love blubber, fat turns me right on, Mmm FAT.... Oh yeah getting it on... come here you lardpack you. Uhh Oh Yeah!	Go to 11
6)	Happy spazoid Eh? Well, want some Sedative Pills?
	NO thanks.	Go to 5
	YES Please.	Go to 12
7)	Just tell me how hard and where.
	Genitals!! Oh yeah waiting right there for you.	Go to 13
	My Nice Juicy ARSE!!	Go to 8
8)	I can't help you, but I can recommend you call this hotline 0800-BEAT-IT-OUT-OF-ME. Tell them them you are a Wuss and that you need the fecal matter removed from your rectum. They will help you.	Go to 14
9)	Yeah but I don't see that happening.
	Are you Tina?	Go to 15
	Are you Ker Han?	Go to 19
	Are you Gay?	Go to 8
	I am not these people.	Go to 20
10)	I am sure you are not
	Are you Tina?	Go to 15
	I am not these people.	Go to 20
11)	Yeah.........	Go to 16
12)	I have none but if you really need help,	Go to 8
	otherwise,	Go to 5
13)	Are you
	Male	Go to 8
	Female	Go to 15
14)	Done it?
	Wanna go for another round?	Go to 8
	No thanks, my bowels gave way under their expert pounding, and I shat myself.	Go to 20
15)	Wanna have sex?
	Yes.	Go to 17
	No.	Go to 18
16)	You disgust Me.	Go to 8
17)	Yes! Call me.
	To End.	Go to 24
	To Continue.	Go to 20
18)	Please?	Go to 15
19)	Ain't I just a Genius?
	Yes.	Go to 22
20)	Now that I know how your day went, my day was nothing spectacular.	Go to 21
21)	Have a happy New year	Go to 23
22)	You are so smart I worship you, I will be your slave, Master.	Go to 24
23)	You Too	Go to 24
24)	Cool	Go to 25
25)	THE END
It there are any bugs, please contact me, lol

FINALLY I HAVE CLOCKED FALLOUT II YES. TAKE THAT INTERPLAY!

What has happened to me I have sudden;y turned stupid. SHIT. I suddenly have the strangest urge to scratch my groin, why you may ask? Why else? My genitalia are itchy. So I shall proceed to scratch my groin unless someone stops me or someone else does it for me.

SCRATCHES GROIN

Uh! Yeah! Oh yeah! Uh! that is nice!

:D

Life is not short it is bloody long, nobody does anything longer than life, the fool who said "life is short live it while you can" is an idiot, I betcha he never did anything longer than live. He lived from the day he was born to the day he died. So since life is so bloody long and boring, enjoy your pleasurable momments, as I am right now.

Uh Yeah! Oh Yeah! Uh! Uh! UH! YEAH!

Disclaimer: I am mentally ill suffering from the condition known as boredomitis right now and so am not responsible for my own actions

I just woke up and as usual had my dose of wierd dreams, you know honestly these wierd dreams aren't really doing anything positive for my new positive attitude. Well, they aren't really wierd and I can't say they are enjoyable dreams, man one of them really wasn't nice. Woke up in a really super pissed mood, shouting "I AM SO GOING TO FUCKING KILL NICK PARKER" (I don't swear fuck at home unless I am really super pissed) and then I realised that it was a just a dream. Man, that dream was is still so fresh in my mind, and I don't know, I can't but help but feel that it was so very real. I am not ging into any further into any of my dreams coz they are nice to recount them. But somehow they do all seem to have a theme and be pointing to one direction and if they really do mean something, that is going to be so crap.

Website of the day
http://www.funnyjunk.com/pages/orgasm.htm
This one is really original.