Got woken up this morning by a telephone call from a freind from singapore, haven't been in contact with her for about more than a year now, and all of a sudden I get a call in the morning from Erin and telling me EVERYTHING WILL BE OKAY. That was freaky. How the heck did she know what was going on in my life right now and telling me everything will be okay. She told me to do some retail therapy and that is what I did went to Botany in the afternoon. We talked about how we have changed since our last encounter, and the thing is that, nobody always stays the same, at the same time, nobody changes. I miss her. I am glad that now I am taller than her. lol

ANYWAYS.

Joel is back in the black and better than ever. That call really revamped this crappy mindset that I was carrying around with me for some time now.

New rules for my life:

• Nobody likes a whiner, so no more whining to anybody.
• Think positive from now on, no more negative thoughts.
• Become just freinds, BUT just because we are freinds doesn't mean we can't have sex.
  (ROFLMAO, You know who this is targeted at)
• New ideaology for liking someone: If you like someone and they don't like you it is thier lost, they wern't worth liking in the first place.
  (doesn't fit all, but fits most cases so don't come crying to me if you decide to implement my ideology intio our life)
• If your freinds tell you "a fling is a one night thing but herpes last forever", they mean it and take thier advice.
• Girls are for loosers, real guys find men.
  (lol, don't blame me if this doesn't work for you, coz I have no idea who would use this one, not even me)
• Stop all association with people that the collective whole would call a looser, for it affects your reputation and I have sunk far enough.
• Less sarcasm equals more happiness, so ditch sarcasm.

New Years' Resolutions:

• Get laid
• Then change gender orientation (Girls suck all Guys know that)
• Commit sepuku the REAL WAY
• DIE

Comic for the day


Song Lyric for the day

Here is gone by the Goo Goo Dolls

You and I got something
But it's all and then it's nothing to me
And I got my defenses
When it comes to your intentions for me
And we wake up in the breakdown
Of the things we never thought we could be

I'm not the one who broke you
I'm not the one you should fear
What do you got to move you darling
I thought I lost you somewhere
But you were never really ever there at all

And I want to get free talk to me
I can feel you falling
And I wanted to be all you need
Somehow here is gone

I have no solution
To the sound of this pollution in me
And I was not the answer
So forget you ever thought it was me

I'm not the one who broke you
I'm not the one you should fear
What do you got to move you darling
I thought I lost you somewhere
But you were never really ever there at all

And I want to get free talk to me
I can feel you falling
And I wanted to be all you need
Somehow here is gone

And I don't need the fallout of all the past
That's here between us
And I'm not holding on
And all your lies weren't enough to keep me here

And I want to get free talk to me
I can feel you falling
I know it's out there
I know it's out there
I can feel you falling
I know it's out there
I know it's out there
Somehow here is gone

I really love this song, and I was listening to it just now and I really thought that hey this applies here so I highlighted the bits That said it all, yeah I know it the highlighting is correct.

I am hungry, I feel like eating out, ROFLMAO. I remember arguing with a freind once, becoz we were unable to decide upon where to eat lunch so I asked him what he ate last night, he shouted, "A whole heap of COCK, with a helping of pussy by the side". Man we broke down laughing there and then and people were staring at us. Man, B-man get Ur arse back to NZ. NOW.

I had so much to write but when the time came to pen, or should I say TYPE it out, I didn't feel like it, I did enjoy myself just now, it was nice, comforting, cool. A walk is always enjoyable.

Quiz result of the day
What Sign of Affection Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla
hand holding - you like to be in constant physical contact with your special someone but you don't want to take things too quickly.
AWWWWWWWWWWWWW Ain't that sweet? Urgh Gives me the shivers, ain't me no more

I am mad.

I just realised my blog has lost a lot of colour, something has really killed the sense of Vibrancy in me and I don't know what it is. BOO HOO HOO.

One thing I have noticed recently is that I have taken on the persona of the Massive Abrassive, the dude who deems all below him. Not that I think that waym it is just that the way I reply most people now is with the tone of "I am above you". Strange. Hrm Oh Well

I am Clinically mad anyway, from that insanity test of Paul's Blog.

Ciaoz

I am crazy aren't I?

This week's or maybe the music of the website for a long while is dedicated to Ker_Han Kevin Woo (There is a spacing between KER and HAN) GO PULP FICTION!!

Shit my patties are burning in the oven, will type later after I try rescuing them, in the event that I remember too.

What a way to waste 8 hrs of my time, from 2pm to 10pm. I could have completed so much in Fallout II. Well, I am off to play fallout II now, need to catch up on stuff.