Hsuan Chang, You are such a weener, I must tell linda that you don't like her and save the poor girl any more trouble, I wonder why can't she see that you are so GOD AWFULLY UGLY, and SUCH AN INCREDIBLE PRICK and GUTLESS PIECE OF SHIT. I honestly despise you so. You are one person I can truly despise to the brink of wanting to hit you, but I won't I promised someone a long time ago that I would never take any drugs ever again and never hurt an innocent fellow no mater what. Lol I can still remember that promise I made 3.15 years ago. Wonder what you are doing right now Erin. (chuckles). Wonder why EJ (Evil Joey) hasn't manifested itself since then. GJ (Good Joey) has been a good boy you should be proud lol. Good thing nobody but B-man knows EJ. Strangely I wonder why I never saw you in such a light before. And I even once would have defended you infront of Ker Han that you were worth and could be saved. Strange.

Cool. About 4 people regularly read my blogs. About another 4 at the most read it at random times. So what? Means nothing to me.

Cool. I managed to ravage another tree with my bare hands in the back yard today. now we only have 3 trees that are still fully branched. I managed to almost kill 2 last time. It is a wonder why I feel this way. Nobody did anything to me directly to cause this. Strange I don't even know my on strength. (The song Linger by The Cranberries is nice, it is playing on MusicMatch JukeBox right now). I managed to break branches that were about 5 cm in diameter, using elbow/arm breaking techniques. The trunk of the tree is like cracked those knee breaking stamp kicks do work wonders. Thank god I don't have Kung Fu practice today, may have seriously injured somebody today. Or thankfully Hsuan didn't challenge me to some stupid dare. or some idiot didn't bump into me on the way home. And now my hands and arms are covered in fine red lines from all that branch breaking.

Logan the truth is that if there was a list of people whose death would cause me the most pain, yours would be at the top. For it would mean that I would not be able to fulfill my new's years resolution. That I would change the lives of ten people I meet this year (2002) for the better talk about noble aspirations, lol. If you killed yourself I would be the most saddened, for it would mean I have failed, mine currently stands at 8 people. Still need 2 more, no pro I still have 2 months. But then again, what is the point in helping others who can't help themselves, maybe the should be allowed to rot thier lieves away and then the world will have one less looser. I hope you are happy, That I planned your birthday, I left mine out, hope out liked it. maybe it would be for the better I don't feel like celebrating mine no more.

Tina Woo you would come somewhere on the list. But somehow I said to logan today during pyhsics, HOW IN THE WORLD COULD I HAVE EVER EVER COME CLOSE TO FALLING FOR HER AT ALL AT ALL? WHY IN BLAZES ME? CUPID IS A GOD DAMMED STUPID OVERFED CHERUB! WHOSE WINGS CAN'T LIFT HIS WEIGHT NO MORE, AND NEEDS LYPOSUCTION TO SURVIVE. THAT DECADENT OAF. Strange, Cupid is an asshole. I am sure logan agrees with me.

Tomorow is my brithday. If you people really want to cheer me up, all of you guys pool together your money hire a hitman and take out both my parents. The insurance money and the inheritance will really cheer me up, as well, as being rid of one of the world's most dickish men and one of the world's most dis-organised mess of a woman, you would really make me happy. Actually you would be doing my siblings a favour too, especially my sisters, my younger bro can rot in hell, he is already rotting away in his corner playing with his useless computer games, he has the intelligence to amount to that of the common idiotic monkey found in the wild.

Well, that is the end of my blogging goodbye.

I got this in the email today, and really, I quote from fight club

"I just felt like destroying something beautiful" - Jack/Tyler Durden

I don't normally do stuff like this, maybe it is coz I am feeling evil today *grins evilly and holds the NEW stick in SLG combat ready position*.

Did you know....

1. At least five people in this world love you so much that they would die for
you.
Rebuke: Really? You have got to be joking. I wouldn't even die to save myself. What more another person. my family would be glad to see me go, honestly.

2. At least fifteen people in this world love you in some way.
Rebuke: Possibly, but still, SO?

3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. ( so think twice before u broke down into tears! )
Rebuke: I know heaps of people that want to be like me, but I truly don't understand why. And they don't exactly hate me. Except for this bastard I know from Singapore whose name I won't utter.

4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you.
Rebuke: False happiness is a possibility. True happiness? NAH!

5. Every night someone thinks about you before they go to sleep. (i'm thinkin of.... *hint-hint* )
Rebuke: Hrm, Okayyyy, so what if someone thinks of me, does it affect me in anyway? NO, Do i get money from charitable thoughts? NO. Do I get sex? Well, maybe in the long run, but not in the short term anyway.

6. You mean the world to someone.
Rebuke: Really tell me who, coz that person needs to be woken up coz her (hopefully not a his) perspective of life needs to be greatly widened.

7. If not for you, someone would not be living.
Rebuke: If not for me, 3 people won't be living not just one. What a gross understament.

8. You are special and unique.
Rebuke: The retarded child's mommy tells him that he/she is very special and unique and nobody is quite like him/her.

9. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you.
Rebuke: Good for him/her she/he doesn't even know me that well and already she loves me, what a quack. And if she/he knows me that well, and I don't know her/him, she/he is a stalker and I hope he/she gets what is comming her/his way good.

10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. ( yeah man! better be coz i'm waitin for dat somethin good!! hahaha )
Rebuke: Yes someone else learns from the mistake you so stupidly made.

11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world.
Rebuke: Well, DUH, the only logical thing to do is turn your back on what that has turned its back on you.

12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it; but if you believe in yourself, sooner or later you will get it.
Rebuke: This is a stupid statement. I want to own Microsoft. I can work my ass off but Billy Gates won't hand it to me on a silver platter.

13. Always remember the compliments you received; forget the rude remarks.
Rebuke: Well, who can actually remember the compliments that he/she has received.

14. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know.
Rebuke: Really well, if you were Niranjan, and you told a girl you liked them well, you'd possibly feel very happy. The girl would be horrified and may try taking her life. Same goes for guys if the girl was Chris. OR if Niranjan told a guy that, that would be far worse. imagine that slob dreaming of sodding you. EWWWWWW

15. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are great.
Rebuke: Yeah friends come and go, I suppose take that little time to appreciate what will not be there for forever.

Well, with two votes, that prooves how much I should be updating my blog, two votes. That's a joke. I won't even say ciaoz no more.

Blogging has really lost its novelty value, sadly I don't feel like updating it anymore.

Tell me if you wouldn't mind if me slipping out of the back door.

I don't feel like it no more.

Who would be really sad if I stopped Blogging? NOOO DON'T GO You will be missed Life will go on Hmmm? You going? Get lost, I mean NOW.

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Dam, I really gotta fulfil that prophesy that was presented to me and get laid when I am seventeen. lolz

NOOOONONONO this is the worst luck I have had with martial arts since I got disqualified in the MC Martial Arts Tournament and didn't get first prize in my division. NOOONO IT WA RIGHTFULLY MINE. Well, maybe the worst luck is getting let down NOT shot down by Katie coz her parents pressured her too much and a dam busy schedule. But that is like ages ago, screw that, and well, ain't that bad a set of luck if you view upon it now. That means the wrost one must have defintely been loosing to Ali Arujani by being disqualified. okay that was abit confusing, but the truth of the matter is that I HAVE A GRADING. NOOOOOOOO. Well, I don't fear athe grading, I am not well prepared for it, but I can handle it easily. BUT THE PROBLEM IS NOOOOOO. IT IS ON MY BIRTHDAY NOOOOOOO. That means no belt advancement for me until next year or I can go to tauranga if anyone is going there maybe I can get a ride, but NOOOOOOOO. That totally destroys all my plans. I was so looking forward to the next grading, now I am stuck a crappy purple. I WANT MY BLUE BELT. ARGGGHGHG, I was gonna double grade and skip green to get blue, but NOW ARGH, That means I am not getting brown till mid next year at the very earliest. And my black belt is not till next next year. NOOOOOOO. Dammmit I would have gotten my black belt by end of next year if this hadn't turned up. ARGH WHERE IS MY STICK NOOOOOO. Dam, this is frustrating. I want my stick. Where is my stick, dam I forgot, I broke it hitting myself with it when I mistook Kat for Logan. gotta find new stick (takes broom instead) WHACK!!! Dam, my head is too hard, I broke the broom. :D

I'll probably have some sort of beach party or something outdoorish for my birthday since my house won't be availible and my nearly complete under-constrution one won't be too.

Oh well, patience is a virtue. Look's like I'll just have to wait longer to get black.

Now back to one thing today, there was alot of hassling going on. Not good, not good.

Any person with half his or her availble sight can see that there is nothing going on between me and Tina. I never did blush during the day, I just was partially sunburned. First stage of many things involves denial, there is no denying going on over here, I am merely STATING THE TRUTH. Steven is gay, he promised not to tell anyone, and he corrupted Sherry's view of the whole matter DON"T TRUST HIM WITH ANYTHING. Besides, who are you guys kidding, there is no mutual feeling to that extent, in the event that was any there in the first place. COZ THERE IS NONE. See, no denial, only stating of facts. Thank you for your understanding. :P

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Who is the cutest couple? Ron and Gil Howie and Cher Paul and RB Amy and Pete I am happy Logan and Hsuan ( We'd never know) Current Results

Okay, how many of you have ever talked to someone on MSN thinking that he/she was someone else? I have, for the fourth time. And I have no idea why normally it is to deal with a sensitive hush-hush issue and then I blow it and well, it is out in the open. KAT YOU HAD BETTER NOT SAY A WORD. ARGH! I can't believe I mistook her for Logan. Logan never changes his name, and I just read the first two letters K and A and then I thought it was Logan, NOOOO, ARGH. Okay now back to the normal stuff.

Well, it took me ages to get that flash working, and then the size doesn't turn out correct. I have no idea on how to make it look right. Argh things aint working right for me. My whole day was kinda crap. I think I managed to partially damage my anterior crutae ligament or however it is spelt. The pic om my earlier post was removed, coz well, Tina wanted it gone so hey it is gone now, I had orignally edited it and wanted to post the edited one, that would have been really funny, but screw it now. need more ideas, and the creative stick got broken when I hit myself with it just now in frustration that I mistook Kat for Logan and blurted out someting that has many connotations. Need new stick, someone can get me a that for my birthday. Which BTW.

I am gonna be throwing some sort of birthday thing on my birthday Nov 2nd. All who read this are invited. Will post more for detail in teh future. And forget about the gifts, don't need to get one for me if you are busy or haven't got the recources to do so, coz I know 6 pple who are having or have had their birthdays within this week or the next. There is more to birthdays than presents which one just randomly bought coz they have no idea on what to get the birthday person.

May update more later Ciaoz.

Okay this is cool. Gilainne' s party was fun, the only problem is that there was no ALCOHOL, no ethene, no stimulants, still, endorphins are cool. Highlights of it were, normal stuff, Truth of dare, I was asked to remove my top, and strut my stuff, well, I am the man and only I would have dared to do it. Got a random kiss and honestly, that was enjoyable. And got lain on when they were taking photos. lol.

One thing. Gilainne If you are reading this, I thank you for the food again, it was good, it has been ages since I went to a party which they served REAL FOOD, not junk food. I should have eaten more. Boo Hoo Hoo, (takes stick and hits ownself for being too stupid).

Bicentinnial man was fun, Dogman is cool too, gotta watch that, damm, MSN ain't working at the momment, wonder why. Arrrgghh This is really getting to me.

I'll update more later. Ciaoz for now.

Updatingnow:

I have no random thoughts right now. Lol Gian is the man. Ricky is like quite pissed with that call. Ker Han just shrugged his off.

Lets think up more stuff

Lets see.. Nope can't think jack up, well, time to use the old stick(takes stick and beats ownself)Okay that was nice Now I got an idea I'll post some things for you guys to play with.

view this while you can, lol, well, the owner wanted out and the pic is gone. :D






hope that works that took me ages to getting around to embeding it so it had better work.

Ciaoz then