Today I regretfully inform my fellow bloggers that Hsuan Chang is GAY! Yes, he desires MEN! I know trust me. No guy would shoot down a girl especially one that he claims to like. Enough of that I can't believe he let us all down like that, so screw him and any topic concerning him.

Today I met this hot chick at The Warehouse, too bad didn't even bother to try and get her name or her number we had a really intresting on the spot conversation halogen lights. That was an intresting experience thought it only happened in movies. But well, it was just a fleeting idea, back to reality.

Didnt do anything intresting today, I went for martial arts training in the monring (as usual) and was early (not so usual) and Paul turned up (UNusual) and Hsuan got a gal's phone number (Super-unrealistically-impossible). Then I went home and then I sat down and ate cheese bread (Mmmmmm) Cheeeese :p ... (Mmmm).YEAH BABY! And then I shat a big shit. And killed a moth. Sorry to all those animal activist out there, but that one was asking for it. I pray to our father in heaven that hell will have mercy on it's soul and mine when I croak. 'Nuff said.

I realised today that I can't shake off a certain feeling I have that easily. It keeps recurring, really annoying. I hate my brain. I shall declare war against it some day and overdose it will heroin, cocaine, crack and other Class A drugs. no hallucinogens though, it will make my brain happy first will all those bright colours. Gotta punish it. Anyway, this feeling must be stopped before I make a fool of myself. I somehow can't really kill it coz I don't want it to die. STUPID BRAIN.

Anyway go to Tina's Blog for a crack up.

ciaoz my denziens of the Realm of Reaver.

It has been some time since my last post and I haven't really gotten around to feeling any much happier. So I probably will not be having that party I planned for Friday night. The turnout probably woul'dnt be that great, it would have been a grat way to end the holidays with a campfire, provided heaps of people turn up, but, no. I am not in the mood to really see anybody at this momment. Looks like I will finally have to stop procrastinating and begin my long arduous journey to finish my homework, all that homework AHHH!

Today I realised how far Children's televison has sunk. Movies in Kidz Flix on TV actually talk about sex and about not dyingas a virgin, really intresting stimulating information to be delivering to five year olds who would the only age group that should be watching movies of that genre. The stupid genre. And what is worse the quality of the audience has sunk, the average age of people watching movies of the stupid genre are getting higher, 17 year olds are actually entertained by the stupidity. Ah the world has sunk far since the end of the 1990s.

I am sad to to how far I have sunk. I can't belive that it sunk in today when I woke up that I have become such a cynic to love. And spading? I find no joy in it shallowness seems to radiate from that act all the time to me nowadays. Clubbing? The atmosphere I no longer thrive on. No longer the party aninmal that I was. My opinion on a girlfreind? If sex isn't the main issue nothing is. My personality has disintergrated after 3 years of my parent's disgusting personalities weaving in and out of my pores. Fun doesnt bring as much entertainment to me as it used to. And somehow bad hair days seem much much worse than they used to be.

I would pay to see my entire boring family suffer. I'd pay extra if they had a button which says "additional pain" which I can press as I sit back and watch them suffer for what they have done to me.

Now I follow this saying when it comes to love:

I want your heart so badly, the atriums, the valves, the ventricles, the lot

Sad eh. Sad but FUNKY man that saying still cracks me up. I suppose time heals all wounds but time wears everything down.

Ciaoz till next time all mah homey Gs

This is my fourth post. So well, this is getting to be kinda a thing that will be done on a regular basis.

Today long story short, it was reasonable holiday sunday. I went to Netwars and wasted $11.50 not playing for most of the four hours we were alloted but instead chatting on MSN and getting hasseled for it. I then spent some time talking with Krishneel about "how's it hanging" and "keeping it real". What a way to hang and keep it real eh? I am not in a very good mood now and thus my inabilty to rave on on something intresting.

Why am I not in a good mood? Coz I dislike my entire family that is why. Every last one of them weeners. One day I'll get them all back and I'll see how they like them apples then.

One good thing happened at least. I realised today that there isnt anybody I like at the momment, so my mind won't get clouded with stupid little ideas of people and love. I realised how much Iove being alone. Being a hermit seems like a good job to be when I grow up. So I can continue with my philosophies and ideas on world domination.

Cyah till next time, people who actually are curious enough to wonder what goes on the the world of Joe.